|| PENSIVES AND MIRRORS ||
If I had a pensive I would put in the memories of when I met my "first" best-friend. It's been twelve years that I know her and we're still talking to each other, even if we are half the world away. I would put in the pensive the memories of the night I met my other best-friend and my "wife". Then I would put in the memories of my first experience as "sound/light tech" because it's my dream job and it was for an awesome band. Finally I would put in the memory of me opening my e-mail to read a message sent to me by one of my heroes.
It would depends on my mood but if I happen to hate myself I would visit the memory of the message because it's about being proud of who I am. If I feel depressed I would visit the night I met my second best-friend and my "wife" because it was one of the best day of my life and we saw a concert that not only allow me to meet my friends but who gave a true meaning to my life too (because of it I find the job I want to do)
My goal for now is to be recognized in my line of work. It's selfish, I know, but for now I'm concentrating in my job and I can't think of anything else.
I see myself as sound/light tech for a band. We would travel around the World to give people "happiness". I don't see myself with kids because I'm not sure that I would be a good mother being always away. If I wasn't sound/light tech I would see myself photojournalist. I would totally be somewhere where there is a war to cover. So yeah, no kids, maybe I would adopt one or two but no babies, I would totally go for teenagers. Concerning my love-life I'm not really sure, I hope that in ten years I would have find someone understanding and who would let me go abroad but I can be quite difficult when I want to be.
I see myself smiling because I finally love myself, I can't really explain it all here but since five years I fight myself to regain confidence/love in me and finally I don't hate myself anymore, now I've just to accept and love myself and even if it's a long journey I know that I'll achieve it.
|| CHOICES SHOW WHAT WE TRULY ARE ||
For now I'm a follower because I need to learn my job but I know that one day I'll be The One. Concerning my personal life I think I'm equally both, furthermore I expect my friends to be both too, I wouldn't love to be with lemming people but I don't like it when someone "oppress" the others too.
Well apparently if I had a time turner I wouldn't use it like I should have do because I didn't see myself when I had to choose which kind of study to do nor I have see myself when I begin to date someone I shouldn't have. So maybe I would try to find a newspaper with the numbers of a big lottery and go back in time to bank on this numbers.
_Open-Minded: Other people are what they are and I don't judge them. I don't care what you are even if I don't think like you. As long as you don't stop people to be what they are.
_Protective: I would totally fight for is “mine” like my friends, my family and my goods. If anyone try to hurt them they sure find themselves with me behind them with an axe.
_Blunt: I like to tell the "truth" and even if I don't tell everything I think when I open my mouth I go straight to the point.
_Nice: Okay this one is not mine because I don't really qualify myself nice but a lot of people told me that I am.
_Dreamer: My imagination is very productive and it's great because I'm never “bored”.
_Blunt: Because I hurt a lot of people when I open my mouth, I'm sorry but I don't like sugar-coat, it never did any good.
_Gullible: Well, I'm not really gullible anymore but there was a time where I believe in everything that everyone told me. Thankfully it's not the case anymore.
_Procrastinate: This is so me, I always procrastinate because what's the point of doing it now when you can do it later. (Like I should totally do my dishes now but I prefer to answer this application)
_Self-absorb: I like to live in my world and I don't let a lot of people came into it.
_Self-hating: Well not really anymore but I had a looooong period that I hate myself with every fiber. And it conducted me to depressions and depressions ...
|| WE MUST UNITE INSIDE HER, OR WE'LL CRUMBLE FROM WITHIN ||
I would totally be friend with Malfoy but I wouldn't mind being friend with Luna. I wouldn't be friend with the Golden Trio because I would totally punch them. But it's not really a question of houses because I would totally enjoy being friend with the twins and Lee.
I don't know what it would be between a dog or a snake. They're two animals that I see as protection. The snake because it can be poisoner and some snakes are mortal and the dog because if you are good to it it will protect you until his death.
Yes and I read them more than once. My favourite is Harry Potter and the Prisonner of Azkaban. Then my next favourite is The Globe of Fire because of the "rebirth" of Lord Voldemort.
Voldemort, is my past, present and future, Harry Potter. - Tom Marvolo Riddle. I love this quote because Lord Voldemort is one of my favourite characters. I really love Tom Marvolo Riddle too, I don't think he was bad from the beginning, it's the choices/events that conduct him to be who he was. Even if I don't believe in the blood purity I would have gladly join the Death Eaters because it's all about power. I love that he, Lord Voldemort, is timeless in this quote, I do see it like an Ouroboros.